Why am I feeling that I am being a bad person for no reason?!
Zhao Xiaotong couldn’t bear it. She glanced at Gu Jinhan: “Well, don’t you go and coax him?”
Gu Jinhan looked over her: “Shouldn’t you be the one coaxing him?”
Although she felt that the little guy’s back was pitiful, she is also a very principled person. It was clear that he bullied her first. She’s not going to coax him.
Zhao Xiaotong answered back bravely: “Why shouldn’t you coax him? It’s clear that you blamed him in favor of others, so don’t blame me.”
That eccentric sentence seemed to please Gu Jinhan. He rarely gives a gentle smile from the bottom of his eyes. Unfortunately, Zhao Xiaotong was just focusing on her rice bowl and didn’t see his expression in that moment.
Knowing that he went upstairs to coax him, Zhao Xiaotong was relieved and planned to be magnanimous for a while. Even if the child provoked her, she will tolerate it for the family’s sake.
Gu Jinhan directly went to the second floor.
Haohao was lying on the bed with his whole face buried in his pillow. Gu Jinhan came in and turned on the light.
He picked Haohao up.
The little guy struggled not to let him hold him. But after a while, he gave up and sat down on his father’s leg.
Gu Jinhan saw that his eyes were red and there were tears on his cheeks. Although he looked like a little leopard, right now he was pathetic.
Even if Haohao is naughty, he would always remain tough and seldom cries after being beaten. Today, he actually cried twice. Gu Jinhan knows why he cried and knowing the reason, he feels bad in his heart.
He stretched out his hand and messed with the little guy’s hair: “Men don’t shed tears easily. Didn’t dad teach you that?”
Haohao sucked his nose and didn’t show to Gu Jinhan his face: “I didn’t cry.”
Gu Jinhan patted him on the back and didn’t speak again. He was rarely gentle so Haohao couldn’t help himself but jump into his arms and buried his face deep into his chest: “Mom…sob…sob.. doesn’t love me at all.”
Gu Jinhan frowned and positively said, “How can your mother not love you? Back when you had a fever and had pneumonia, your mother was so frightened that her eyes were red and swollen after crying so many hours. If she didn’t love you, why would she worry about you?”
Haohao vaguely remembered it, but he didn’t believe it: “They all said that mom wanted to commit suicide again this time. Sob…That’s what happened. Sob… She just didn’t want me.”
Gu Jin’s cold face was completely cold: “Who said that? Grandma?”
Haohao was frightened by his cold face and didn’t dare to say anything else.
Although Gu Jinhan was angry, he calmed himself down in front of his son. He touched Haohao’s small cheek and said seriously, “Your mother never wanted to commit suicide. If it wasn’t for you, she wouldn’t actively cooperate with the treatment when she was ill. She came out bravely because of you. Do not believe the nonsense of others. Just trust your mother’s feelings for you, okay?”
Haohao lowered his head and pulled the quilt aside with his fingers. He wanted to retort that grandma was the one who said that his mother didn’t love him. However, he sensitively realized that he shouldn’t tell to his father these words.
Grandmother Gu has always been dissatisfied with Zhao Xiaotong. Ever since Zhao Xiaotong got sick, she was looking forward to her divorce with Gu Jinhan. Even if she didn’t dare to say it in front of her son, she would always accused Zhao Xiaotong in front of Haohao.
Back when Haohao was three years old, it was the most serious year of Zhao Xiaotong’s disease. Gu Jinhan was afraid that it will leave a bad impression on Haohao so he sent him to his mother’s house. He didn’t take Haohao back until Zhao Xiaotong could finally control her emotions.
Haohao has lived with his grandmother for more than a year. Influenced by his experience, his feelings for Zhao Xiaotong naturally became complicated. Fortunately, he still instinctively wants to get close to his mother. Even if some words have been engraved in his mind, he had never taken them seriously.
But when he returned to his grandmother’s house for the weekend, Haohao suddenly heard from his aunt that her mother’s illness was not good at all, so she committed suicide again.
Haohao is only five years old. When he heard this, he was naturally frightened. He wanted to come back early in the morning in order to ensure that his mother was alive. The reason why he lost his temper in the morning because his mother seems to didn’t really love him.