She looked at the clothes that she had prepared for Ling Yi in the dressing room.
She remembered her joy back then when she bought them. She was imagining that Ling Yi would become happy wearing the clothes she bought.
Shaking her head, her love back then was truly a coward one.
She must have lost her mind!
There was already a secretary that would prepare these things for him, not to mention that he hadn’t even worn these once, didn’t he?
She would always prepare things for him, but he actually doesn’t need it at all.
The secretary would do better than her on food, clothing, housing and transportation.
So, she is really meaningless to Ling Yi.
From the age of 20 to 29, she have been Ling Yi’s wife for 9 years.
In fact, it should have been 5 years.
The following years they separated. In this time she was really stubborn on staying married and didn’t sign the divorce paper.
When his first love returned, she was nothing in everyone’s eyes and was not worthy of Ling Yi. Everyone deemed that woman as Ling Yi’s true wife, and the woman who was truly worthy of him.
She didn’t know why she has gone back in time.
Since she was given a chance to come back, why she didn’t go back to when she was not married to Ling Yi?
She didn’t know the answer, and no one would tell her.
Sitting on the sofa, crying and venting, after a long time, her buttocks became numb.
She can’t cry anymore, and her heart actually feels much better.
Now that she has been given a chance to start again, she should just treat this as a mistake that needed to be corrected.
She have to start living for herself and end this mistake.
She went back to the dressing room and started to choose clothes carefully.
Which girl in her early twenties does not love beauty?
In order to please Ling Yi and reflect her uniqueness from other women, Bai Yan’s clothes are either in pale colors or neutral.
Dressing like this, she is like a woman in her thirties. She has lost the warmth and brightness of a girl in her twenties.
Among the pile of clothes, she finally picked out a purple dress. She changed her clothes and tied her hair.
It was now almost five o’clock.
According to her past memories, Ling Yi should be back home before seven o’clock. At this time, she should start preparing dinner. Before that, she needed to buy ingredients.
This is her first meal since her rebirth.
She did not buy vegetables according to Ling Yi’s taste, but went to buy the things she likes to eat.
The neatly arranged eggplants, the green vegetables, the lively fish… everything made Bai Yan feel that she had really came back alive.
When she got home, she saw the black Maybach in the parking lot.
Ling Yi is back?
Bai Yan hadn’t seen him for a long time. She panicked a little. She squeezed the bag in her hand and entered inside the apartment building.
She watched the numbers of the elevator. The closer she got to their floor, the more nervous she became.
The elevator stopped and she went out.
Standing in front of their apartment, she put down the things in her hand and started looking for the door card in the bag. As soon as the door card was found, the door was already open.
“…” The man glanced at Bai Yan and turned around without saying anything.
Bai Yan looked at the man’s back, possessing the familiar pressuring aura.
Her eyes started to show fear, and her hands were trembling.
She took the shopping bag and went into the kitchen. She didn’t dare to look at the man again, she bowed her head to start cooking dinner.
Standing stupidly in front of the kitchen counter, while holding the celery motionless in her hand in a daze, a cold voice sounded behind her.
“What are you doing”
“Oh, ah, I’m thinking about which dish I should cook first”
Bai Yan didn’t dare to look back at him.
He has never been very talkative, and only talks about necessary things.
It wasn’t until Bai Yan became a ghost that she saw him chattering nonstop with that woman.
It’s just that she was not the one who can make him talk and laugh!
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